….. “I can’t see your star
I can’t see your star
Though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today.
(was letterlijk zo, heb de hele nacht zijn hand vast zitten houden naast zijn bed dat beneden stond………)
I can’t see your star
The mechanical lights of Lisbon
Frightened it away.

And I’m alone now…………………………”
Lyrics of the song “YOUR STAR” (Amy Lee Evanescence)

I pull away to face the pain
I close my eyes and drift away
Over the fear that I will never find
A way to heal my soul
And I will wander ’til the end of time
Torn away from you

My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow’s hold
Or from my hard heart

“My heart is broken” (Amy Lee Evanescence)

So I named a star after him. Star cluster Regulus a cluster of 3 (our lucky number) visible the night he passed away, at the direction in the sky, his face was facing to.

SADLY I recently lost my father to terminal cancer, a very though 2.5 years battle that involved also other complications
. This prompted my decision to move back to Holland from Australia five years ago, as Family always has my priority, and I had a feeling this move was inevitable and was the best decision I had made. <3